suppp,
i had a fairly great weekend trip in batam
holiday inn resort rocks lah
i'm not gonna elaborate much cause im
sooooo lazyyyyyyyy.
ohkayyyyyyyyy,i'll just mention all the funny stuff,hee.

1)i find the indonesian staffs there so cute,HAHAHA!
they try their best to speak english,they greet&smile all the time.
ahhhhhh,hahah!
2)marcus heng found this(his so-called pretty girl which i think is a blardy twit)
girl &always pester me to dare him to ask for her number.WTH!
HAHAHA!(i think you're gonna kill me for this lahhh!)
3)he hits me with the tennis racket just to show how strong&macho he is,in front of her.
tsktsk.
4)tele-fun &dinner was greattttttt!
5)i had buffet meals for 2 full days(that explains the tightness of my school skirt ): )
6)i spent most of my free time in panda kid's club with the cuteeeee kiddos!
7)i had a disaster on my way back.(partner knows,hee)

lastly,i figgin enjoyed myself that i forgot this is my o lvl year.
i always do.
(will post peektures next time)

school was alrightttttttt.
im always late but not today.
YAY
oh,&guys,i got back my phone.
(:

goodness,the pingpong song so addictiveeeeeeee.





























from my japan family i dearly missed.
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i feel much better today.
yesterday was soooooo,alright lah.
after school,marcus &i served detention(we're serving again on monday)
then since there were no teachers,we went shaw theatre play blind man's buff in the dark
damn figgin fun ah! (i requested to be blind.)
&moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
so fun!

then at night,
i tried playing soccer.
it's so hard to get the ball,they are too blardy good.
i think i dun belong there at all.
but thanks to cheesy cheese,he let me have the ball,treated me al-ameen,made me laugh.
walauuuuuuuu,i wish he was my older brother sometimes.
i'm sorry for acting like a sensitive bitch ,goodness.
i cant control tears for nuts
thanks ging(:

i had physics today,syamsyamsyam.
ha,
:D
i'm glad i have a friend like syam.
went lunch with azreen,stevan,shaqif&nabil,
then bought bag for someone.





happyhippo birthday doraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa love!
<3
hahhaaa,i enjoyed class with you today!

attended mass with timmyashley since NO ONE wanted to attend today.
i have ugly poppy rashes all over,
it sucks lah,adds to the ugliness already.
disgustingggggg.
:P

i thank the lord for everyone around me,
mum,dad,marcus,grandma.
parables.
sharon,mike,marius,gab.
gerriloke,azreen,norfi,amira,ras.
hisyam,ulrich,daryl,jianhui,minah.
bryankeong,ebby,ridz,jessica,azmi,brendan,damian,lewis,aaron.
ginger,cheese,bernard,desng,kangkong,sean,jeremy,brad.
thankyou for everythingggggggggggggggggggg.

lord,please bless&protect bryan.
&the people living in poverty please.

do you know how it feels like,loooooving someone?
:D I ...
):
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
tsk. i'm fine,alive&kicking.
school's a bore now that girlfriend ulrich moved away.
haha!he was funny today,he was giving out the papers&he came to me&syam and said
"oh,both my sisters failed"
HAHA.
i know you guys dun get it
inside joke.
anyway,we're planning to go out together this sat.
i plan,cause they appointed me as the planner.
cool,hee.


i watched goal2 today!
thanks to sean who insisted watching&bernard complaining
that it's boring cause he watched it alr.
i wanted to swim with bacon&ginger okay!
&jeremy was so persistent in smtg i had to give in.
mum so shitzxzxzx.

oh,& hp's confiscated.


now that bella told me bout my jap family sending stuffs to us.
i really miss them ALOT.
i haven been talking to annabelle too.
):

ohwell,thankfully there's you in my life.(: afte saturday night&2 nights of reflecting&thinking about what the rest thought about me.

i've decided not too have friends anymore.
because i still think ___&_____&____&___ hate me.
(anyway i'm already friendless in school already,&drifting from parables)
i got to stop socializing ,i tell myself.
because i feel that i tend to forget the rest of my old friends.
& thus,they think i dun care bout them anymore.
i feel so guilty&mean.
i was still thinking bout it in class.
until partner talked to me again
about friends not being the upmost impt thing in life¬ caring bout what people think of me
&instead just being happy.
&that i'll write a letter to him when i'm lonely or sad,my truest best guy friend in aes,from africa when i grow up.
we talk about it all the time,about me marrying an african guy when i live there&stuff.
ha,ok,out of point.

&this morning i received my 3 runs ard the field.
(imagine ah,like what a fatfeck was doing on the grass?)
what a day.

&michael asked why i put sad things on my blog.haha
why, i dunknow how to answer you!
"if i were u, i'd rather forget abt all the sad things and just think of happy times..!"
thats what he exactly said too.haha.
i think pottersclay people are soo nice all the time.

i have to go.
thanks minah! &all who care.
ohkay,maybe just 1 or 2 of you do.
ha.kay.
have a blessed week all!
dont be sad like me,sucks. tskkkkkkkkkk.
pissed me off so bad.
bible craze suck big time cept for the fact john won
which was so expected of us.
firstly,i dun get why you all were so pissy towards those
having a grp.
well,like didnt ms wee said to form a grp consisting 2gurls,2guys.
so basically,its all your fault that you guys din listen to her & take the initiative to form a grp.
so now,our fault lah!
say we make you all fed up when
its suppose to be the other way round.
fine,like arent you happy you won already?!
i bet you guys just arent happy that we have a grp already.
ha,aww,i understand,ya right.
effffffff,so angry.
i'm happy that john won,
but the thing i cant stand about is,
i've been waiting all week for this &
ppl have to screw things for us.
you have no idea how mad i was.
tskk.
(not shooting anyone,just putting my true thoughts down)

ya regarding these &others,
i know people hate&detest me&all.
please tell me if you do.
please.
(what can i say,the world hates me) i din have the chance to go
soccer/harrypotter/amplify tonight.
i see it coming ,i knew it!
reason? -mum.):
i think she hates me.
she finds fault in whatever i do,like thats her damn hobby.
she loves marcus like soooo sooo much more.
sometimes,i feel there's really no one to turn to.
lonely bitch innit?you forgot sad.
):

whatever it is,praise the lord.
i'm sure there a reason for all this,
or maybe i'm just being too paranoid&numb with all these.


pretty screwed day i have,
but whatsoever i went thru,
there will be caring people i love.
syam&ulrich thanks a whole lot for everything in class.
i started the day being a lil' too sensitive,
crying over stupid stuffs,
& what do you know!
they were there,sigh.
trying dying ways to cheer me up.
likehow ulrich did his stupid face
&syam always my listening ear.

they're the grp i always look forward to,to be in class.
smiles to that!
:D










































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i cant believe just tmr &you're gone les.
not like i'm sooooooooooo super close to you,or whatever.
you've been such a great friend too me.
(like how many times i mentioned that already?! haha!)
i'll always remember playing soccer with you.
you were always in my area &telling me not to tackle you,
cos i'm your friend!
haha!
&remember last week,
our coolest team + the tactics,rocks right!
sigh les,you always make me laugh.
now i've got one less person to humour me.
&the fondest memory of you would be you riding me on the bike.
&we collapsed together.haa,scaryyyyyy!
not forgetting yr childish moments with yr childish friend,my brother,always chasing ard,
cootying tits&stuffs.tsktsk.
ok leslie,whatever it is,
i'll so figgin miss you&you better come back soon!
you're hot like that! i'll save the tears for tmr.):
send me the peektures soon yo!
&just to make you happy for once,macbeth rocks.

haha.not.

<3




tmr's chinese oral&im not freaking out.
i figure i'll fail chinese already,so,no worries.
oh&i think i have the coolest friends in school.
nono,not i think,i HAVEEEEEEEEEE!
(:

okay,&victor,you song trader,
you're doing a great job cos i love the songs.
boys like girls rocks lah.

/i've got yr runaway smile in my piggybank baby.



i want to sceamoooooooooo out i miss my old long fringe,hahahahahaa.
bye.